Coda Josh Grant

I got up in the morning, pulling on my track suit. “Come on Chubby.” There was no response. I shook him and he was cold and stiff. Well, I don’t know if he was stiff, I recoiled as soon as I felt he wasn’t warm. It was horrific. World crashing down. I called the vet and they sent someone to take him away. I couldn’t look at him again. I just needed to remember him as he was. He is being cremated, and then returned to me. I was numb. I cried. Chubster, I never thought this day would come. OMG! The house seems so empty, there is a great big Chubby hole in it.

End of the week. Another five days done in hell. I've spent the last day lying in bed watching old movies. Old B&W’s. It's been great. I wouldn’t exactly say they made movies better back then, but they did make some good ones. It's been so fucken cold I can't begin to tell you how I haven't wanted to get out of bed. Good thing I didn't have to. Oh, what a waste of a cold day. Two day, going back to the office. Don’t think about it, don’t let it bring your weed high down, you have just got it to the perfect place. It is still a waste of time, full of empire builders. Only aware of their own snatches. “Look at my gash! Look at my gash! ... ‘am my pretty.” It is the most beautiful gash of all. What has The Ferret from HR been wearing lately, (I used to call her That Fat Cunt, but I have cleaned up my act) you are not 25 and 45 kilos, dohl, that skin tight mini dress, surely someone will be having a word to you soon? Now, ‘The Women” or “Rocky Horror Show.” We’r...

Mohammad broke every one of his Muslim rules when he came to Sydney. There were a couple of Sydney guys who nearly broke Mohammad. He went home with a limp.

I took crystal meth, last night. You know, as you do. Just bored, really. Daniel left his pipe. "You'll need this before I do, by the look of you." Seriously? The way you have been burning the candle at both ends. Then there were hours of masturbation, I pull my cock until it squirt, dribble, leak, drip, slime any more fluid. It gets well drained. I love that hungry, insatiable feeling meth gives you, but I guess that is why we all like it. The dirty mind, I can go anywhere and do anything. It makes my porn collection look new again. My dirty head, the filth it produces with a few puffs of that white smoke. Do the maths. I'm only just able to face the day now. Just me and a tub (which annoyingly ran out) of cream. Now I have a sore arm.