Coda Josh Grant

I met James at the Thai restaurant. He was nervous. So was I. I got there on time, but I usually do, unless it is a house party, then I leave home at the time I was told it started. James was on time too. All I could think about was Matthew when I first got there. Come on mind, stop playing tricks on me. I was nervous that I would call him the wrong name, so I avoided calling him any name at all. I didn’t call him the wrong name.

I put Matthew in a taxi early and sent him home. I staggered around the house, showering, trying to get dressed, trying to get ready to leave for the office, but I just couldn’t do it. Oh, very rattily thanks. I know it is a really bad look the day after Easter, but I called in sick.