Down Josh down
I went to visit friends. Matt and Louise. They have a Down Syndrome boy named Josh and because we had the same name Josh he feels a, shall we say, special affection for me. Whenever he sees me he hugs me tight and kisses me.
"He really likes you. He is so affectionate," Louise said beaming.
It’s a thing, his thing, he has done it forever. I'm like his special buddy.
Josh has grown over the years, as kids do and he is now, you know, grown up. He's 16. And he's a big, strong lad.
Last weekend was no different to any other time I have visited, he was very pleased to see me. He ran up to me and hugged me, kind of bear hugged me hello.
"Isn't he sweet, how he still thinks you are special," said Lou.
He kind of hangs on to me, which is okay. Except last weekend, for the first time, I could feel how affectionate he was as he rubbed against my leg. “Ah!” nervous laugh. Josh had a boner, and he's a big boy, well hung and he wasn't backward in rubbing against me, on me. "Oh, um." I wanted to say, get him off me, but I just smiled sweetly instead and tried not to think about it. I don't think Matt or Louise noticed, well, they weren't saying anything. I figured I could be a good sport and pretend like it was nothing, that it was just normal affectionate Josh and that it would soon be over.
Oh. Nervous smile.
He climbed into my lap and straddled me, he's always, kind of hugged me like that. Like a monkey. He's affectionate. And briefly, he was rubbing his boner into my cock, which was weird. He's strong. And then I kind of felt like I was getting a hard on. Well, you know, sometimes you can't help those things. Its just friction. That's when I was extricating myself.
"Oh, hey, um, er, Josh, I need a little space," I heard myself say.
I started to crawl out from underneath him, which I succeeded at. I then kind of held him at arms length, but he was determined, his arms grabbing for me.
I smiled nervously. I felt like I was in a John Waters movie.
I think I now know what girls go through.
Eventually, Louise noticed I was uncomfortable, Hello! This is not a game. I was sweating. She took Josh away.
Daniel laughed when I told him. “Ha ha, it’s karma.”
“Karma for what?” I was surprised by him. “What do you mean?”
“For all the hearts you’ve broken…”
“What?” I spluttered. “You can talk.”
“Why?” said Daniel.
“That doesn’t even make sense.”
“Oh it does.”
“I haven’t broken… what are you talking about?
“You know…”
“I don’t. That’s crap. It makes no sense.”
Daniel was laughing.
“What the fuck!”
“I’m playing with you…”
“How can some disabled kid, who probably knows no better, acting on instinct, or whatever the fuck you want to call it…”
“Josh, I’m playing with you.”
“What?”
“The whole thing is hysterical.”
“Maybe for you.”
“It can just see Ruprecht.”
“What?” I didn’t want to laugh. “Fuck off.”
"He really likes you. He is so affectionate," Louise said beaming.
It’s a thing, his thing, he has done it forever. I'm like his special buddy.
Josh has grown over the years, as kids do and he is now, you know, grown up. He's 16. And he's a big, strong lad.
Last weekend was no different to any other time I have visited, he was very pleased to see me. He ran up to me and hugged me, kind of bear hugged me hello.
"Isn't he sweet, how he still thinks you are special," said Lou.
He kind of hangs on to me, which is okay. Except last weekend, for the first time, I could feel how affectionate he was as he rubbed against my leg. “Ah!” nervous laugh. Josh had a boner, and he's a big boy, well hung and he wasn't backward in rubbing against me, on me. "Oh, um." I wanted to say, get him off me, but I just smiled sweetly instead and tried not to think about it. I don't think Matt or Louise noticed, well, they weren't saying anything. I figured I could be a good sport and pretend like it was nothing, that it was just normal affectionate Josh and that it would soon be over.
Oh. Nervous smile.
He climbed into my lap and straddled me, he's always, kind of hugged me like that. Like a monkey. He's affectionate. And briefly, he was rubbing his boner into my cock, which was weird. He's strong. And then I kind of felt like I was getting a hard on. Well, you know, sometimes you can't help those things. Its just friction. That's when I was extricating myself.
"Oh, hey, um, er, Josh, I need a little space," I heard myself say.
I started to crawl out from underneath him, which I succeeded at. I then kind of held him at arms length, but he was determined, his arms grabbing for me.
I smiled nervously. I felt like I was in a John Waters movie.
I think I now know what girls go through.
Eventually, Louise noticed I was uncomfortable, Hello! This is not a game. I was sweating. She took Josh away.
Daniel laughed when I told him. “Ha ha, it’s karma.”
“Karma for what?” I was surprised by him. “What do you mean?”
“For all the hearts you’ve broken…”
“What?” I spluttered. “You can talk.”
“Why?” said Daniel.
“That doesn’t even make sense.”
“Oh it does.”
“I haven’t broken… what are you talking about?
“You know…”
“I don’t. That’s crap. It makes no sense.”
Daniel was laughing.
“What the fuck!”
“I’m playing with you…”
“How can some disabled kid, who probably knows no better, acting on instinct, or whatever the fuck you want to call it…”
“Josh, I’m playing with you.”
“What?”
“The whole thing is hysterical.”
“Maybe for you.”
“It can just see Ruprecht.”
“What?” I didn’t want to laugh. “Fuck off.”
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