A Charmed Life
People say I have this charmed life, all the time I feel like I never really fulfilled my potential. What am I doing with my life, I often ask myself?
People think I have a wonderful thing going on, when all the time I feel a bit like a failure, to tell you the truth. Close to it. What does success feel like? I nearly had it, I think, but then got tired of the cunts who are out there in the corporate world.
I have met a new lover and my friends have said it to him, Josh has this charmed life. I never know what to say to that, as it seems so far from my reality, so different to how I really feel inside.
Everybody wants to be me. Apparently, according to Nick. "Of course they do, the great Josh Grant."
I don't know what he means by that? I don't feel greatness, whatever that means.
Funny, I think. Why set the benchmark so low?
Greatness, is surely, something of astounding value to humanity. I just sit out of sight and write dirty stories and masturbate too often.
I know, it is how they see their lives primarily. It is about them, and not so much about me. I guess, I've done okay for myself, probably better than some of my friends, although I find that hard to believe. I have a house, some investments which generate enough income for me to live modestly doing as I please.
People think I have a wonderful thing going on, when all the time I feel a bit like a failure, to tell you the truth. Close to it. What does success feel like? I nearly had it, I think, but then got tired of the cunts who are out there in the corporate world.
I have met a new lover and my friends have said it to him, Josh has this charmed life. I never know what to say to that, as it seems so far from my reality, so different to how I really feel inside.
Everybody wants to be me. Apparently, according to Nick. "Of course they do, the great Josh Grant."
I don't know what he means by that? I don't feel greatness, whatever that means.
Funny, I think. Why set the benchmark so low?
Greatness, is surely, something of astounding value to humanity. I just sit out of sight and write dirty stories and masturbate too often.
I know, it is how they see their lives primarily. It is about them, and not so much about me. I guess, I've done okay for myself, probably better than some of my friends, although I find that hard to believe. I have a house, some investments which generate enough income for me to live modestly doing as I please.
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